I have never felt so lonely in all myself, and people may say “What would you know?”
Well being lonely is the hardest thing at the moment, having to stay indoors due to the Lockdown and I have gone through an emotional breakdown.
Anyone can feel lonely, especially when you have people you feel are against you.
This morning I had a terrible dream, where a certain person had sent something out that wasn’t from me, but they made out it was going to be.
There are, as I have learned as I have grown older is that there are some people who are,
I have met a fantastic guy who has made me smile from ear to ear, and is helping me through it, along with my Keyworker and Doctor and other amazing people that if I told you, you wouldn’t believe it because it is surreal.
The people who are being manipulative and sad to say,
There is a song that I would like to share that I have played a lot of by Alexandra O’Neill, called Criticize,
If you feel lonely and isolated because you are being bullied or you know someone who is being bullied, then speak out to them.
Also if you want to share your experience then I would recommend that you write a blog, journal or even create quotation cards.
You can often feel like any kind of abuse whether it be bulling or domestic violence start to blame yourself .
My advice is,
IT ISN’T YOUR FAULT!
You begin to self sabotage and feel you aren’t worthy of anything, and so you stop dead in your tracks and begin to ask the wrong questions, which can lead to further Scrutiny and make you go backwards rather than forwards.
I have just watched a brilliant video by the one and only Russell Brand, who talks about How he has stopped self sabotage.
Even from a young age I felt lonely as I would sit on a school bench in the playground and sit by myself. When I worked at a modelling and crafting company I felt the same so loneliness can effect us all, but if we use the power of the internet to help us rather than using it to abuse people you will be surprised of how the internet can be a good close community of people.
So lets get through this time together and lets communicate with those who feel lonely too, as sometimes all they want is someone to talk to.
I wish you all the very best.
Many thanks for your reading,
Carrie X
